I finally forced myself to settle down and start putting an outline for my thesis together last week. I found trying to do that fairly stressful and needed to stop and think about what I was doing and how I was going to do it. One of the thoughts that surfaced was that I should be
using what I already have instead of waiting for some nebulous future time when I'd feel completely caught up and prepared, because in all likelihood, that day will never arrive. It turns out to be good advice for the three major areas of my life - school, art, and the kitchen.
For school, I sat down and started making lists and mind maps in an empty notebook I've hauled around for at least three years. These notes will require further refinement into a format someone other than myself can understand, but I am now the proud notetaker of ten pages and things are starting to sort themselves out into sub-headings. Hooray! I also started transcribing into digital format the copious quantities of handwritten notes I've taken while reading over the last two years... As of today I've transcribed 26,000+ words. This eases my mind a little - I can at least say I know something. Perhaps not all that I want to, but I've carved out a good place to start.
For art, I decided to use a sketchbook that has been sitting on my shelf for an unknown amount of time, its intended project forgotten. It's small and coil bound, in stark opposition to the books I've been using the last few years, but it's here and available now and that is important. I reminded myself that I taught myself to draw with nothing more than scrap paper and random pencils or ballpoint pens - no fancy supplies, no expensive books. Yes, those things are nice, but no, they are not required. I am interested to see how that little book turns out.
And for my kitchen, this has manifested in an assessment of my fridge and pantry. I didn't get a chance to clean out my fridge before I left on a two week trip at the beginning of January, which has resulted in some semi-sentient lifeforms needing to be evicted upon my return. Travelling was also more expensive than I'd planned, so I've needed to be good about cooking and eating things I already have on hand until the end of the month. This isn't a terrible hardship. It just means more soups and pastas and rice dishes - a chance to use up some of the staples so I can refresh them later.
The first substantial dish I made this year was a slow cooker beef goulash. My Aunt gifted me with a lovely beef roast upon my return and I brought it back to the flat and wondered what to do with it. I thought about stew, but I didn't have potatoes or carrots or celery. All I had was a bag of onions. After thinking on it for a while, I decided to put together a goulash. It went something like this:
~6 large onions, halved and cut into ~1/4" thick slices (or more if you want more)
2-3 cloves garlic, peeled and chopped roughly
salt and pepper
olive oil as needed
1 cup beef broth (or water), divided into two half cup portions
~3 tablespoons flour
~1 teaspoon caraway seed
~3 tablespoons smoked paprika, divided into three, 1 tablespoon, portions
A good pinch of salt (~ 1tsp?)
2 1/2 pounds beef chuck, cut into chunks for stew
1 1/2 tablespoons dark brown sugar
1-2 tablespoons tomato paste (you can use ketchup for this if you'd rather; reduce the brown sugar by 1/2 tbsp if you do)
1 tablespoon cider vinegar
fresh herbs as a garnish if you'd like
You'll need a 6 to 9 quart slow cooker to make this recipe. Haul it out and set it up as part of your prep.
Preheat the oven to 375F. Select a large roasting pan (I used a 9"x13" Pyrex pan). Pour ~1 tablespoon of oil into the chosen container and spread it around until the bottom is completely coated in a thin layer. Add the sliced onions and garlic to the pan and add any seasonings you think you'd like and stir to distribute. I added some of a roasted garlic and herbs mix I had on hand.
Put the pan into the oven and roast the onions until they are lightly browned and soft, ~45 minutes, stirring once or twice.
While the onions roast, mix the flour, caraway seed, 1 tablespoon of the paprika, and salt in a medium mixing bowl. Add the beef cubes and use your hands to toss everything together until the beef is evenly coated in the spice mixture. It probably won't all stick to the meat and that's okay, you'll add the leftover spice mixture to the pan later.
In a large frying pan, heat 1 tablespoon of oil over medium-high heat. Once oil is hot, brown the beef cubes in batches, cooking them on all sides. Add a tablespoon of oil to the pan with each batch of meat until all of the meat has been browned. As you cook the meat, dark patches will appear on the frying pan - that's good! It's called fond and it will be turned into a delicious sauce in a bit. You don't want the dark bits to burn though, so make sure you have enough oil in the pan to prevent that from happening as you work through the batches.
Transfer the cooked meat to your slow cooker.
If there is a lot of oil still in your frying pan once the meat has finished cooking, consider wiping it out with a paper towel before proceeding. Add any leftover seasoned flour mixture to the frying pan and cook it, stirring briskly, until it's lightly browned as well, 2-4 minutes. Stir in half a cup of the beef broth, the brown sugar, the tomato paste, vinegar, and another tablespoon of the paprika and stir constantly, working to scrape up all the browned bits of fond from the bottom of the pan.
Bring this liquid to a boil and then pour it into the slow cooker over the meat.
By now the onions should be finished roasting. You'll want to add them to the slow cooker as well and then give everything a good stir.
Cover the cooker and cook for 3-4 hours on the high setting or 6-8 hours on the low setting. The onions will get very soft and the beef will be fork tender when done. To finish it off, stir in the remaining tablespoon of paprika and any fresh herbs you want to use as a garnish and then serve over wide egg noodles or rice as desired. You can also serve it with a dollop of plain Greek yogurt or sour cream if you'd like.

I enjoy the addition of the caraway seeds to this recipe - they are very well suited to slow cooking and impart a great flavour to the finished dish. I think next time I'd like to add some thin strips of red pepper to the onions to see what that is like. As is, the flavour is bold and complex - certainly seems out of proportion to how few ingredients there are in there! I used a sweet paprika, although you could use a more heavily smoked one if you enjoy that kind of flavour. This ended up freezing and reheating really well - I didn't put any dairy in mine; if you are going to freeze it, I'd leave any dairy out and add it once you've reheated the meal.
Enjoy!